Kill me.

[Alis in Wonderland]

khyron have you ever tried to kill yourself? even when you're desperate enough to honestly want to kill yourself AND have nothing to lose, you still have your survival instinct to bypass, and you have to physically achieve it without getting caught.

[Demon Child]

Khyron some people are twisted enough to wait until someone they care about is there to witness their death so he might actually want to do it. ~_~ <p>But seriously, KexMex why the heck would you want to kill yourself? So your girlfriend is ill, it doesn't mean she's gonna die on you. Even if she does, not that the odds of that are good I don't think, you really shouldn't kill yourself over it.<br>Anyway, do you think she'd be happy to know that you want to die? Do you think she'd be happy to find out you're dead? You should just do something to take your mind off the situation and deal with what life throws at you and everything should be just fine.<br><p>[size=small][Edit by Demon Child on [TIME]1115083855[/TIME]][/size]

[Shell Presto]

Kex,<p>You obviously care for the girl if you feel this badly that she's ill. I've had lots of experience dealing with er... <i>unhelpful</i> parents. You need to stop feeling sorry for yourself and start taking action.<p>1) Find out the hospitals visiting hours. Go there. Ask her room number. If the staff tells you she can't have visitors, go buy a card and some flowers and tell the staff to give them to her. That way she'll know you're there and you're thinking of her.<p>2) If the hospital is too far away or plan 1 falls through, call the hospital and ask for her room number. Many hospitals have phones in the rooms for patients. Sending your sweetie a calling card if it's long distance would also be a help if they won't give you her number. Then she can call you. Also, ask her friends at school if the hospital won't give her number. Usually one or two friends end up getting a number even if a boyfriend doesn't.<p>This information is coming to you from someone who knows hospitals well, so you would be wise to put it to good use.

[KexMex]

Khyron, so all those times I got caught trying to kill myself in the past were just pretend?

[Forge]

Hey, Kex, you can get through this.<p>If there's anyone you want to talk to, then everyone here would be willing to help.<p>I feel for you, man.<p>We'll try to give you all of the support we can.<p>I don't see any point in ending your own life - I doubt that it will help you, or help your girlfriend get through her illness.<p>Best of luck.

[Lord Khyron]

<blockquote><br>Khyron, so all those times I got caught trying to kill myself in the past were just pretend? <br></blockquote> <p>The fact that you failed, proves you just wanted attention and someone to help you feel better. Any Psychiatrist/Psychologist will well you this.<p>Even if you're a complete moron, You still can kill yourself. Stupid people do it all the time.<p>That is a fact. Anyone who fails in suicide sends a message that they want help and need some love from someone.<p>It's quite easy to kill yourself if you truly want to. <p>Now why don't you find a way around your problem, as opposed to wanting to fail at suicide?<p>I'm sure someone of your intelligence can figure this out ^_^ You can do it!

[Gipper]

This isn't necessarily true..mistakes do happen. If you mess up, i.e. underestimate the fatal dose, accidentally miss with the knife, or someone saves you before you die, then you don't necessarily want to be saved, but are by circumstances rather than subconcious not wanting to die.

[Lord Khyron]

But the problem is the subconcious could make you slip, meaning your subconcious doesn't wish you to die.<p>The fact that Kex made this post, proves he wanted some love or some attention/help.<p>Had he wanted to kill himself, he would have tried already.<p>He wanted help and he got it.

[Ein Tyrion]

Khyron....How can you delv into his mind like that...<p>I think he used this as a justifiable outlet... <p>I respect you kex and remember...<br>Man your a great kid and another death is another number...But another life can become a great reknown doctor or writer.

[Rika]

Man -- I'm so sorry. But you know we are all here for you. Try to keep smilin' and keep that chin up.