by toee » Fri Mar 18, 2005 5:49 pm
As a little kid, of at least 10, I have wanted to create something great. I used to feel that it my place in life to craft a story and characters that people would connect to on an emotional level, perhaps causing them to fantasize about what it would be like to live in the world i have created. If nothing else, good enough to get a small group of people, such as yourselves, to visit a forum and post their opinions on a regular basis discussing plot twists and holes. <br>Since the days of my childhood, sketching poorly drawn scenes from a small paragraph pasting said paragraph on the drawing and finally stapling it all together making a 'book', much has changed. I wouldn't say for creation has left me, but something has. For about 4-5 years now I've been having something of a dry spell. I keep trying to write, because lets face it if you have seen my 'art' posts I'm not that good, but all I get is crap. <p>There are characters up there, in the vast emptiness that is my head, as well as backgrounds for the more important of them. The story is all pretty much worked out, I know what i want to happen for the most part. I see everything so clearly in my mind but the ideas come out looking like a 3 year old had a siezure while fingerpainting with a dead chicken... The more I try to write the worse I feel what I put down on paper. <p>So to the point, for those of you who do write, how are you able to keep from tearing everything you write to pieces thinking it is utter garbage? How do you stay motivated to keep writing when every voice in your head is screaming at you to quit? <br>