Kill me.

[KexMex]

For those of you who don't know, me and my girlfriend are back together. <p>But now she's seriously ill, and she's in hospital. <p>What pisses me off is the fact that they don't let me know anything about her condition or what illnes she has. <p>I feel like killing everything. I am so f***ing depressed. <p>Kill me please.<br>

[Benoit]

Cool down, KexMex!<br>Getting killed isn't the solution. It would also make your girlfriend feel bad.<p>Her parents (?) are assholes for letting nothing know, though.

[Monocromatico]

I had 3 years of a happy relationship with my ex, but right at the beginning of it she discovered she had a cancer. She lived in another state, and I had no doubts: I packed up my stuff and travelled all the way to be with her for the surgery, recovering stage, chemotherapy and so on. My presence there helped her a lot during this period. (I couldn´t stay there all the time because her mother got jealous and we had some bad arguing, but still I stayed in the hospital until my ex could go home).<p>Caring isn´t everything. You have to be there, that makes the difference.

[KexMex]

Yeah, if I only could get in. But who has respect for a sad teenager? We don't know how life is yet. Or so it seems like they think.<p>I hate them.

[Ein Tyrion]

<blockquote><i>Originally posted by KexMex</i><p>Yeah, if I only could get in. But who has respect for a sad teenager? We don't know how life is yet. Or so it seems like they think.<p>I hate them.<br></blockquote><p>Man...I feel ya, i mean like i aint going through what you are...But i relate to the teen thing. Trust me bro you gptta grow the balls and stand the ground and if you already tried plan out a route, get it in your head you aint goin another day without seeing her face! Show them what true F*cking love is bro!

[LaconianShot]

Kex, no doubt this is a difficult situation. However, logically speaking, there is no grounds for doing anything rash... such as wishing to be killed. She is ill, yes, but that in no way constitutes such an action. Whether you know what the illness is or no, she will need your support. After all, you support her in a way that no one else can. You are vital. Killing yourself would only serve to deprive her of that. Think of the consequences of suicide... how would she feel? In all honesty, she would likely die of grief.<br>Of course, that's not what you want to hear, but perhaps it helps illustrate how foolish your desire, death, is.

[Lord Khyron]

I'm not allowed to quote certain phrases that would help him, for several people would get upset.<p>All I can say is, Poor him

[Monocromatico]

<blockquote><i>Originally posted by KexMex</i><p>Yeah, if I only could get in. But who has respect for a sad teenager? We don't know how life is yet. Or so it seems like they think.<p>I hate them.<br></blockquote><p>You seem to have a rather destructive personality. Gather this energy you are spending on hatred and killing desires and make something good out of it. Like having the balls to stick your nose in their business and find out about your girl by yourself. You don´t need their permission to do so. That´s what I would do.

[Starlight]

Kex, I am so sorry to hear that, that IS so awful. What is up with her parents? Can you go visit her in the hospital?<p>I'm here if you ever need to talk.

[Malakai]

I'm sorry to hear about this Kex. I've never had a girlfriend in the hospital, but significant others yes. I hope she pulls through for you.

[Siren]

First of all, I am very sorry to hear this.<p>Secondly...when things get tough, there is a certain standard to be met. Whether you choose to meet this or not is your choice...but if you handle this in the best way possible, you will come out on top. <p>Being self-destructive is much easier, and it is understandable that you feel shitty, but you musn't let that get in the way. There are things you can't control in this, but you must persevere and do the best you can for your sake and your girlfriend's.

[Wolf 10]

I"ve already said this in Dreamer's place, but I"ll say it here too.<p>Ah...you....I want to say a lot of things right now, but I can't really, cuz I'd regret it a bit. Well anyway, pull yourself together, you dumbass. So. You want to kill yourself. Is that going to make it any better? Is it? Think-YOU may be spared, you may have no more pain and you won't be depressed anymore, but think about your OWN family. Think about your girlfriend. Think about the other peple. Will they be sad? Sure as hell. So think about that. All the pain and sorrow you'll cause by suicide or requesting someone to kill you. That's just...seriously dumb to want to kill yourself because you are miserable and angry because your girlfriend is in the hospital, and death will make you relieved of your paina and depression. But it will make other people worse. Get that through your mind? You need to be strong. That's what the people here are for. These are just a few reasons to STAY ALIVE, Kex. I'm not saying this to be mean, and everone like Dreamer, Malakai, Lassic's Chillun & you will or may be very angry at me, but I'm not saying this to be mean, but I care. That's right. I care about you. You are my friend. All right? *gives him a hug* <p>And they should give you every fukin right to know what's happening. <p>I'm sorry about htis, everone. I get a bit vulgar sometimes... <p>And everybody, and Kex, if you are angry at me, go ahead and be angry at me. I was trying to help.<br><p>[size=small][Edit by Wolf 10 on [TIME]1115085895[/TIME]][/size]

[Alis in Wonderland]

i respect your right to die but my professional opinion is that it isn't necessary. <br>your situation isnt hopeless and isnt too difficult for you to deal with.<br>telling people you seriously considered death as an option might make them realise how much this is screwing you up though. they'll take you more seriously then.<br>

[Lord Khyron]

Technically, if he really wanted to kill himself, he would have already.<p>

[Etra McGarl]

I'm sorry kex i trully am, But the only way your going to discover anything is to do it on your own if her parents are the way they are, then again their could be reason behind them not wanting you to know such as trying not to have a minimul thing blown out of proportion, or having a serious thing destroy you. but the path you choose is your own but i'll add that "killing" your self is no way to go, if you ahve a ruff time you'll eventually get by it so theirs no real reason to kill yourself over something you ahve no idea of. best of luck kex <p><p>[size=small][Edit by Etra McGarl on [TIME]1115084422[/TIME]][/size]